Okay, it's an hour and a half to the Christmas Ball. I'm getting ready to go out. For a T-Girl or for any woman for that matter, getting ready is half the fun and also fraught with indecisions. What do I wear, what style of makeup, what perfume, which nail polish, which shoes? I've been going to the faculty Christmas Ball for 6 years now...as a woman. You'd think I'd be getting things right by now. Then there's all the chat on FB about what we're all wearing. Plans change, I can never make up my mind. Starting out my transition it was trousers and a glittery top, I felt underdressed. These days it's a dress, usually a new one each year (any excuse). But I still wonder as I always will from time to time, do others see me as a guy in a dress. If I thought that seriously or too deeply for too long, I would probably never have the courage to go.
Whatever I've achieved I will have to stick with because it's nearly time to go? Here goes nothing..